我的回忆？

很想做回自己，你们都觉得容易
但是你们不能明白完我的爱情故事是怎样的
很多人都说岁数小得到的爱情不会长久…
爱情总会得到自己的回忆
回忆是在爱情里得到最后的东西
不需去珍惜，就留在心里就好了


[他]是我第一个忘不了的人
我也不知道为什么，我已经很努力了
我的好姐妹们都很关心我，我知道的
谢谢你们！我很感动
有你们我会快乐点。

[他]给我的是特别吗？
自己很迷糊，为什么会再次相信他
我太笨！弄到自己过的辛苦
我努力地忘记，但还是会想起他
我无法了解…

我接受不到爱情了
我觉得自己很破烂，不想和其他人分享我的爱情
过不到自己那关
之前是我冲动，现在我想过自己的生活
想做回单纯的自己，能吗？我希望



心很乱，不想多说了……

Childish? Yes, I am..

Childish in love?
yeaaa.. I always trust my love, finally become a stupid girl only.

Who care?
Nobody. After got hurt, who will turn back and see me? No one..

What is love?
I don't know. I know friendship only. Every time I wish I have a wonderful love story, but until the end I can't do it also.

Empty in love!


Whole day become a blur person, do my homework quietly.
I am tired to talk, I feel my life has bored.
I can not see any color except who friends care me.
Thanks very much to you all. I LOVE YOU! =}

I do not want my life is empty.
But what can I do?
because I already felt I was lonely. No choice..
I hard to join you all, but thanks again.

My school teachers had gave me many homework to do.
Just now I was doing it & thinking who am I..
I need my colorful life again, I want to run off here.
Too suffer for me.
This few days my brain has blur, do anythings also can not pay 100% attention.
Luckily my babeTeng, Elise bring me go to her house later and over night..
Today she want to accompany me. So touched.. mackss!
And tomorrow we will go to Time Square & Pavilion.
I am happy to pass these two days are coming. Hope I can get back my colorful life.


Who am I?
I am Lilian.

怎么可以这样？

期待会带来伤痛

各各男生都很厉害伤女生
你们都是冷血的


玩玩下的爱情，你干嘛要回？
玩之前你懂到最后被伤害的只有一个人吗？
没脑还是没心？

爱情不能隐瞒，最终都会知道
那干嘛还要对我隐瞒？
我很好欺负？？
你忍心把我丢在一旁，但我不能，我做不到…
我一直都很在乎你，你却把我当‘水泡’
玩了就刺爆，干净利落
我的心就像水泡里的空气分散了，没方向的被吹走
过得很辛苦，很不安。怕自己被伤害，我变得更笨了
每次对着模糊的爱情，就只会往前冲，后果会是怎样我根本不想去理会

我知道我很傻，很笨！
我想各各也是一样吧，如果是很重视爱情的
如果你要我不要爱你太多，那干脆不要我去爱好了
对你好的却不要，那我真的不懂你想干嘛？
玩了就丢，没有交待的离开
坦白的话我爱听，隐瞒的是我最恨
你亲爱的老婆仔，在昨天被我发现了
你们天天都在见面，好幸福吼？
我在嫉妒吗？我才没有！
很想吐！！！！
你永远不会有爱的


昨晚看了你的FaceBook，我哭了
我还一直对自己说那个不是真的，但是现在事实摆在我眼前
不想逃避，你的狠心我永远记住
请你不要再找我！！你让我很难过我的日子
今天一整天都在发呆，老师教书我却在想你
心很痛，心里哭泣
我个废人，对爱情很麻木了。心有太多疤痕了
我是个玩具，常被丢弃，外表破破烂烂，不值得被珍惜了


这就是我的人生……？

Foolish? Yes, I am..

Since end of last month, I had a relationship with you.. Do you still remember?
Today 20 January, I viewed your Facebook. I saw something that I not suitable to know. I know you have your other life at outside.

Last two days I had sms to you, I felt so happy because you had 1week more din't reply my message. I asked the reason, but I can't 100% true it. I hope you can tell me the trust, I don't wanna get any lie again. Please...

No mood! I still care about you, because you are the one I still loving & no hated. So now I just wanna pass as usual, all become nothing is going on.

Recently trying to focus in my study, but I can't do it 100%. Sometime I will worry about you. I miss you. If you feel bored with me, I don't mind & I can accept.

I don't want to hurt anyone. Sorry to someone if get hurt from me. Beside, thanks for always accompany & care about me. =} I know you are a good guy...

I am lazy to do anything now. I can't force myself. Someone can help me?!! Feel suffer & not safe.

十年不变

Do you see have any change from my blog?
Answer is NO!

I don't how to edit the layout & other. x}
Not I noob ya, just nobody tell me the website can make it.
xixii~ but most important is my post baa...
Recently less post, don't have more time to online and feel nothing can post.

Suddenly feel my life is meaningless. No direction can let me to continue walk. Any opinion for my empty life?
hmmmm~ If keep like that I will become a bored person. =X Then will more less friends around me already?
Help me! sigh


I had took photo on last Saturday night. That night had dinner with my family, because celebrated my grandma's birthday.
Let's see photo.. =P

Do I look mature?
This is my aunt's dress. Actually I wear my singled & short pant, but she said don't want. =S































La Bodega' bar



After dinner, then followed daddy went to Bangsar. We ate lamb at La Bodega. hehee~ Nice huur!
I was not drinking beer. =P but I drank a little bit only. xDD no feeling

My look will weird? I feel it. =X
What is the problem? My hairstyle.. or?



I MISS MY PIG!
Do you same as me?

一个人的影子。。

早晨的影子在哪里？
校园里

中午的影子呢？
回家的路上

晚上又在哪？
房间里的床上

都是一个人的…
跌倒你会知道吗？
你有看护着我？
我的背影很少会有你在。不知道你跑去哪里了…


各有各的事
各有各的忙
各有各的吃
各有各的睡
有想到我吗？我变得很隐形。

日子还是一个人过着…


开学了，回到学校做回学生。
今年的我不同了，中四了。进了科学系
科科都改变很大，从新开始的感觉…哈哈哈
有点奇怪，我也希望能把书读好啊！
不要笨头笨脑了，都讨厌自己了。

这几天感觉很孤单，没人陪了
在课室里也一样。不懂可以撑到几久…


浅浅的爱`
爱情太深，自己辛苦罢了，没人会完全懂你的心。
因为自己也无法了解




忙！