那些年的失败，是现在的胜利。

过去的几年，什么悲伤的事都通通哭过了，写过了，放下了。
我之前都很不开心很不满足我自己的生活和爱情。
每一段爱情我都是用心地爱到底。
每一次的成果都是一个悲痛。
好姐妹的关系，朋友的支持我才慢慢地看透自己的付出是多余的。
想想之前的我是多么的愚蠢，为了爱情就付出了悲伤，得到了伤痛。
对自己好不公平！从去年起我就慢慢地独立站了起来，大声地告诉自己不要再愚蠢下去因为知道自己是还有成熟的思想是不应该被爱情绊倒。
开始学习身边所发生不同的事，该真么去应付。


当我在学习时，就遇见了一个男的。
他的岁数大我很多，但他有小男孩的好玩心。
他爱电话上网下载游戏，爱看电影所以常用 iPad下载。
他想玩什么就想去买。他觉得买自己喜欢的东西是一种乐趣吧，自己享受就好。
有时出去我会经常念他不要买，最终还是给他买下了。
可能我不要自己自私所以放弃阻止。他买了也不错，因为我也可以玩。

来让我开解为何喜欢他？
他不会帅气，对我来说是可爱的。他皮肤白白但身子不太好。
我爱他的手臂虽然不太壮但我就是爱靠住它。
我爱他的心，虽然他不太会了解我的心，但他很照顾我还会给我很多不同的快乐。
他不怕麻烦，只怕我烦恼。只要他为我想做的，都会去做。
他虽然不浪漫，但他会给我自己选心爱的东西。
他这一生只选择了我第一也是唯一的伴侣，所以他当然会很疼爱我。
这是我唯一百分百可以来的爱情跟他。
爱情可以像天堂也可以像地狱。我选择天堂，但也需要互相的体谅。
他把我的过去忘了，接受新的我。
他把我的悲伤都抛出外，给我新的快乐。
每一个人都会有坏的一面。
他的坏虽然不太坏，只是不太专心听。
我的坏却比较糟，我的气变得更小，连自己都讨厌。
他相信我可以做到，因为我把我的过去都改了很多。
只有自己能改掉自己的坏习惯，身边的人只是可以在身边打打气。



我的人生还有很多路需要去跨过。
只要我们能掌握自己所要的，那就是给自己的鼓励去实现。
不成功是给自己多一个经验。
放弃是给自己的失败印章。
努力去得到自己想要的，是一种充满满足感的棒感觉！
让爱情和事业一起度过自己的美好人生～

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Oh My deaRrrrr...

How long I didn't check my blogger & post my latest story?!?!

During SPM.. I can't do anything, but I feel happy can reach the time to face SPM.

I wanna end all of this. This is the last chance to do hard in secondary school, I feel cheerful!!

I got my plan after SPM. ;} Plan better before do nice!

These five years I very enjoy in school with my fellow friends. All of you are my oxygen, because everyday I also need to get a nice breath with all.

Thanks for walking with me until end of SPM. Besides I won't end our relationship, the best things in my life are my fellow friends.

Everyday with much of joke. Do you remember?

Everyday we study with fun & knowledge. Do you realize?

Everyday we become mature and mature. Do you know it?

Thanks for everyday all of you given to me.

Sorry about my foolish. =}

Much of regrettable in My Life

Why? I don't want to make more more the regret in my life, like this I will always feel regret and disappoint on self. Sighhh..

The first I feel very regret is about give up of learning gymnastic rhythm after standard 6. This was my second dance in my life, the first dance was ballet. This gave me much of joy memories with my coach and seniors juniors. Not only practice for competition or performance, also dance for happy life. My lovely young and pretty coach, Ms. Cindy Chan, she is a strict and fierce coach in teaching but she made us got more improving. I will always remember our memories until the end. Thanks my coach and my gymrama partners.

The second is very disappointed on my study. I think this also happen on many people. I am the smallest in my family members. My mummy very care about me because she thought I will become a bad girl. I very feel sorry not because I become a bad girl, is I didn't study well in last two years. I knew study is for self, but every time I got my worst result I will feel very sorry and sorry. This year I study hard as I can, because human will become lazy easily. I already reduce lazy worms alive in my body. SPM I just hope get two As and pass all the subjects. The most worst subject is chemistry, I dislike the calculation and those equations, are damn hard. Please please please!! Help me to reduce those all the lazy worms also, if you can. :P

I don't want to leave any regret in my memories, I also will continue my belly dance after SPM. I love dancing more than studying. :D

My bone become hard, not as last time 'soft'. I don't want to become ah po's bodyyyyyy.. Yoga also not bad, a quiet and healthy dance.

Dance to a pleasant life without regrettable. :}

Fly fly fly

Bought 2 flight tickets! Yes!! Confirmed this christmas going to Singapore countdown with Ah Chun. Two persons spend in this trip about 3thousands ringgit. I want to go to Vivi City, Orchard Ion, Bugis Street & Village and more with him. I want to eat tasty food and drink with him. I want to see many good views as romance with him. Between, I have 4days din't see him exclude tonight. These two weeks he may expend the time to rush his project, every night around 12am just can reach his home. I cannot do anything for him, only can wait him at home. Last night he told me tonight maybe can play badminton if he can finish his work on today. I hope can see you tonight, my beloved.

During SPM Trial exam..

This is third week of SPM trial. How do you do? I have long time do not post in my blogger. Recently I usually use iPad2, that belong to my bf. He bought this iPad for play games at night or in weekends only. Other time is my turn to use it. :D I dislike use iPad to blog, cause it is simplify in safari. Anyone know has any app can blogging? I want to make it easy and fun! After my bf bought this 'little baobei', another 'big baobei' is just put in his room. It has updated version, quite lag to use. Anywhere, both I also love. Last Friday is Malaysia Day. I had suffered in food poisoning. In the early morning, I woke up to prepare hang out with bf then afternoon went to tuition class. After washed face, then my stomach felt not well. Pain like hell, cause suffer until whole body did not have energy to walk and talk. This was the second time happened, but this time suffer longer than last time. Suffer until my bf brought me to see doctor and injected on my ass. :S Luckily on that day did not have school and exam. Last month I planned to go singapore for celebrating Christmas with my bf. Yesterday I online checked Resort World, Sentosa Hotels. Those hotels are full! Very disappointed..." Maybe plan to stay at my aunt's home or stay at nearby Bugis. I want my dream come true! :} Okie...time to say goodbye! Post in next time(after SPM trial, next week) Good Luck!

无事可成

我们活着的意义是为自己的未来而活。
只要一百倍的努力，无论是女王还是富翁，我们都能当成。

我们活着是为了自己，这大家都知道。
当为自己而活时，我们都会被别人影响。
反而不再会想活着是为了自己，却是为了别人。
我们所做的，别人都会在观看。
我们的缺与优都被别人看到
但我们心理的败与胜，别人是否看穿呢？

人的心理很难预料。
知道这是错了但还是常常犯错，因为它已经成为生活上的毛病。
病可以吃药就治好；心理上的病不是一颗药丸就能搞定。
人总是说得容易，做却难。
自己不努力，别人也帮不了。
有些人努力过和成功过，有些人努力过却一直失败
还有的人从不努力去得到，可能他们相信命运。

别人给自己的盼望会成为压力
我宁可抱完自己的错误，都不想成为别人的伤心。
知错能改是好事。
但毛病难改，你们也知道吧
无论在什么方面，我从没想过要让别人对我感觉失望
我会去努力，可是我的努力却是一半
近来的我很失败，无事可成。对不起
一直想不要让别人失望，但我还是一而再再而三的失败
我连自己都面对不到，怎么会去面对我身边的人呢
之前的我常说要成功，要努力
我一直没努力，我一直在失败
天天只会责怪自己的没用，我真的很想好好的努力
所以我希望身边的人不要对我再有期望，让我默默一个人去努力吧
等到我有成果时候才提我开心也不迟

我要我身边的人可以天天开心！^Ω^"

自己的错误，自己来负责。牢牢记住不能怪别人＊

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My shoulder......... feel like gonna broken.

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but I made my shoulder pain.
How pain am I is not important,
Important is hoped all ladies can go to my LYNA's blogger have a shop.
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finished work..left my homework to do later. ©,©"

Next Monday start exam..
hmmM~ this weekend can't hang out.
Is okie, cause recently I lazy to shop also. =/

love my beloved, CKC

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......那多好啊

如果天天在学校有比较专业的老师教书
一天上3科，一科2小时
那还可以省一点时间，不必常常等老师进班
或者老师进班了也少教书的
最好是三班一起上课，才有推动力
有什么问题就大家一起讨论
多么地爽啊～～～

可是只有假期才这样子上课
假期时，老师也教一点罢了
好像没上到什么

这星期是假期开学的第三个星期
在学校真的少上课，都在做练习／老师没来
我有空就读国语，但是很多不明的字
还是需要电脑来翻译会比较快

每次考试我都在想
为何我的che会差过bio的？
che我有很多都不明，bio有读但背不完只好靠了解先
可能bio需要英文好？？解释的比较多
朋友说可能需要换方式去读
我会试试看

如果有很棒的老师能教好每一科，那多好啊～
至少我能了解先，然后再加强
不是更容易吗？

不知不觉

三个月就要过去了..

这三个月我都很开心
因为有你在我身旁。
所以我把每一刻都记在我心里
我们对这段爱情很有把握，只要我们听听话话
大事都不会发生噜

虽然一时我会突然不出声，但不代表我不喜欢
只是睡不够，心情自然不好咯
只要几分钟我就回复正常了，所以是小事
女生的心情都是起起落落地
男生需要耐心 =}

多3天我想我们去散步
还有带那两只坏坏的狗出去
散步一小时，与晚上凉爽的空气
感觉超棒！

天天都想要呆在你身边
我的书也要一样呆在我包包里
得空就看看，好过不动它吧

这星期六要拿report card
我的排名自己还没去查
自己也没眼看 x/
顺其自然吧，再接再厉！
相信自己，但也要行动
动动我的尾巴～ 让它不停的动
打下自己，让自己星星吧

八月有考试
还有一个月，朋友不要一起懒惰
八月尾可以去pd和家人玩咯，我也带你一起出
让你和我家人更close
和我家人见面越多，那么他们就很喜欢你
可能喜欢到不放你走
哈哈！！

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女生就那么难以猜测吗？

昨晚和今晚我的心情是一样了。。
今晚好像没跟他聊到几句
我的心情突然平淡下来，我也不懂该怎么控制
最近我变得跟之前一样的心情，
天天都闷闷，也不太想说话的。
应该是我在学业上的冲刺让自己失望了
我知道自己不够努力，但我不想让我身边的人感觉失望。
我想当什么东西都没发生过，然后自己地再去更努力。
我很失败！
自己好像有压力了，我的情绪也很难控制
我不想让我身边的人担心。
我也不小了，自己知道该怎么去解决问题

再给我这段时间来好好冲刺
我对我自己的学业也是有感觉的，还是比他人的更大。
不要再为我担心
我的路，我会选好的。

变态老！

今天补习完就在下面等我老哥来载。
当我等到很不耐烦的时候，就有个变态佬对着我咪咪笑。
先我以为他是礼貌上的笑，但我没理睬他
可是他还一直对着我笑罢了。
他下了一段楼梯就要驾他的摩托走了
我不知道为什么他一直要看着我及咪咪笑
我跺在墙柱后面，他就走前去看看我。
他好像跟我玩跺咪咪那样。
我再跺他还是要看我。
我顶不顺，也很想瞪着他
然后他说了一句话就走了。
我听不到他说什么也不想理睬这些变态狼。。

之前我遇过的色狼是在KTM里。
他就站在我隔壁，让后一直找看有性感的女生来看
两次我搭去教跳舞，两次在KTM里都遇到他
真不幸他和我在同一格。
第二次遇到他，他还是一样要看女生的重要部位，
我想拍他的样子下来，但失败。

各位美眉们需要多加小心
不要以为别人看美，但他们算是在用眼神非礼你们。
我想他们的头脑都存着色色的画面，看见女生就自然地会想象色色的东西。

好心的男性们也要帮女性们隄防哦
不要跟色狼同一伙

Feeling great in my future..

Just now saw my bf's iPhoto by his MacBook.
Many nice & interesting photo in the file, all are his big family.
I saw my face inside few photo from those. hahaaa..
I also saw his cute nieces and nephews.
Saw those photos until 2am something..><
chammm~! tomorrow still have to hang out with my dear friends.
I gonna sleep now.

我感觉自己越来越爱你了。。
还有你的家人。
晚安！

Rhythm of Love

You keep filling much of happiness in my mind.
You and I always making joy everyday..
without any up set, a perfect & simple life that we created.

This is the first time I can feel how a true love is.
Be with you, I would not worried anything around us.
Although I am a little girl in your heart, but I still can help you to put down your stress.

很想你和我一起假期，很久没有大玩一顿。
这假期我变得很懒惰
可能太放松自己了。。
以后我的生活也是要这样，放松心情地做我的东西。
明年我要我的生意变大！
生意也是你和我的生命之一。
希望大家能支持我的网铺，快要在blogger营业咯
全都是现货的衣服和首饰。一起期待吧～

昨晚和我男人家的两只小狗散步
它们很可爱。。Apple & Gigi
因为晚饭吃太多，所以去公园散步，散去脂肪。哈哈
它们出到出很兴奋，我也兴奋。我第一次和小狗散步
下次要和它们一起拍照！

刚刚看了一部慢就的戏
Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do {Jang Geun-suk}所演的
在这部戏他很年轻，小男孩的样子。很可爱！
故事也很感动。
评语：满意＊


有烦恼的朋友，加油吧！
无论以后我们的生活会怎么样，
我们还是要继续走。
路不会一直都是平的，我们改变不了路
那就改变下自己的方法，还是可以走得很顺。
我们总是要戴着放下镜去看问题，因为旁边并有很宽得空间让我们去试探。
问题变小，解决方法就变多＊
（今天的论句⋯ 哈哈！）

报到了~

你好你好~

好久没到自己的blogger了

是很想念你！ x}

我来喂饱饱你..

今天考试完毕了

很想出去大玩一顿..

这假期要给自己一个奖品先

这星期六去CarloRino买包包，需要准备现金

这周末要玩得痛快，先暂时不要想学业的事

朋友们，要放松自己，把自己变得胖胖地 =}

记得！

最近我不错不错

假期要做多点运动

很久没有跳舞了，还要等明年

明年是美好的大开始..很期待，但不舍得我一般的朋友们

我很久没和朋友出去逛街了

不是我有友情，只是有点忙 x}

假期等我的call！

我的大爱人啊~

你是个好男人！

太照顾我了，还让我变胖去 =x

有你，就像有个八宝袋

还比它来得高级，因为你带有爱。

选择没有对错，是否后悔

和你一起是最开心的时刻，我并没后悔，

选择了就要努力地开心下去~ ♥这就是真爱了

你知道了吗？Chin Kah Chun =}

300311 牵着你的手，就是我的幸福

这幸福并不简单，
是我们现在和未来的幸福。

我身旁的人都常提我们俩人紧张
现在你们都安心了吧？ xD
现在我比较紧张是Disney的比比
过不久就要出来见我们大家了
比比有色色的爸爸妈妈'' ><
但有我正常的姐姐，不错不错。哈哈

现在每个晚上都是他载我回家
但妈咪都未曾见过他，只知道他是coach的表哥
之前也是他常载我回家，妈咪也不会很担心我是怎样回
因为她已经知道是他载我回家。 =x
妈咪你会接受他当我男友么？
我开不了口，但我想得到你的同意 ;}

我的幸福
你说过不会放开这绳子，不可以返回'
我不想以前的事，
只想现在的你和未来的我们。
谢谢你牵了我的手...

Hapie Birthday to me.. =}

Hapie Birthday to me

Hapie Birthday to me

Hapie Birthday Lilian~..

HAPIE BIRTHDAY TO ME'' x}

我要大家都健健康康
&
笑口常开吖~ =D


我爱你们!
谢谢你们~
简简单单的生日就是我希望的
丝丝地祝贺，丝丝地开心，丝丝地幸福，丝丝地感动
堆起来就很多了~ =}
我不贪，我已经足够了因为有你们

今天我偷懒，没上学
今天的课太闷了，每星期四在学校都想睡觉的..痛苦''
所以放自己一天假
早上开我的面子书的两个户口，都有满满的'happy birthday to you'
在我第二的户口，我有一个一个的回复，
但第一的实在太多，我只好按'Like'
不要怪我，我有收到你们的心意.. x}}

昨晚到Look Out Point去倒数我的生日
谢谢你们！
Ah Chun
Disney
BK
Ah Yik & Ling
brota Jacky~ 你没出息！！！没关系，我原谅你。 xD
我们五人被Disney骗了
她告诉我们twice tower会在12am关灯，但没有 ><
我也原谅你..哈哈~


谢谢~

Life is.........mixed types of feeling

Hi my blogger friends =}

We just passed our school holidays.
So what you all did in last holidays?

What I can say at here?
In last holidays, did not have one day that I back home before 12am.
At night after every classes, we went to yamcha. xD
This is one of our night entertainments.

Last night went to Subang for dinner with someone.
I forgot the name of the japanese restaurant.
I only knew the dishes very delicious.
hahahahaa~..
Thanks for the dinner. =}

Today feel sleepy in school lab.
Teachers just passed the exam paper to us, no any teaching.
boring..
I failed my Bio paper. sobbbbbbbbbb...
I have to work hard for next exam''
less entertainment & less eating. =x

Today get a bad news.
This Thursday has a course for all koko's AJK.
8am until 5pm
No go, No mark, No certificate
& still have to get scold by my teacher. =s
9hours at school hall, is it the teacher quite crazy?
My birthday has been worse.

continue fighting..

Singapore + Kulai trip''

我回来了~
昨天凌晨1点到家..
虽然很累但是很好玩

第一次不是和家人去Singapore.
感觉不一样了


星期五晚上从cheras出发~
直冲到Kulai，我的coach(Disney)的家乡
在那过夜一晚，隔天早上就去找吃吃吃吃~
我认识了'菜板'，但我不懂是什么味道 x}
吃饱了当然出发去Singapore喏

我们到Thomson的Value Hotel check in 后就往Bugis去~
到Novena MRT前，我们又找吃吃吃..
嘴巴不停地咬着食物 ><
过后我们到Bugis逛逛
我最爱的地方，有很多好餐厅

逛到累了就回hotel冲凉
晚上往Ang Mo Kio去吃螃蟹大餐
要吃好料当然要等的噜~
我们排队等了around half an hour
吃了超大的螃蟹..结帐($150)
我们五人吃免费大餐~
因为当晚在singapore中了马票'' 哈哈哈
真的很幸运'~
Jacky的生日0326;hotel room号码0326
正字！！！！入围了...
恭喜恭喜吖~

吃饱饱了，我们都累了
没人偷溜出去wet
我睡不着~ 醒来3-4次了
醒一次需要一段时间入眠..=s 搞什么啊？？

星期日早上coaches去 SG Advo turbocharge帮忙
所以我就和ah chun去vivo city逛逛
也是我最爱去的地方！哈哈
我们俩搭MRT去, 幸好没搭错车
我介绍他吃韩国猪肉香肠
是我的最爱，但malaysia没有得吃 =\
过后等我的表姨和表舅
表舅请吃日本ramen，我吃一半就饱就吃不下
吃饱就去Daiso买我最爱的糖果
逛完后表舅要载我们去Clarke Quay再逛逛
我表舅在那附近工作，他也很熟日本的东西
下次可以再叫他带我们出去玩
他一直和ah chun聊很多，聊到忘记时间回酒店找Disney&Jacky x}

我们七点多就回Kulai吃晚餐
再回Cheras, 回家睡觉
路途中在车上看戏，DJ就在睡觉 @-@"
我在车没睡觉过，回到家就倒在床上 =x

我们下次再去哪里玩？ 哈哈哈~

怎么办？？？？？？

开始有点烦恼了
不是因为学业，也当然不是爱情。。

是为了给自己的礼物''
还不是实际去买，先把钱买货
妈咪不给我提那么多钱出来
虽然有点伤心，它陪不到我过生日
不想不想了~要准备明天的历史试卷
={

今天数学超容易的
道德难在理解问题要什么nilai
国语难！！！！
明天有Amath，有点开心
可以挑战自我' x}
希望可以和数学一样的容易

期待〉尝试〉失败〉伤心

Back to my post...

Hi, Everyone!

LOng time no see.. =}

My 1st test is started on next Monday.

I still not yet finish prepare for my Sejarah, Phy, Bio & Morallll.....

Give me full of motivation to make me non-stop do revision in these two days left.

Last 3nights, I back home after 12am.. x}

Yamcha yamchaa + night market''

Morning school>>Afternoon study>>Night relax time

Mummy Daddy don't think I don't have study.. I am not last time that lazy Lilian already' =P

After study, we may give self some time to relax..

Remember don't make pressure, enjoy our study well. =}

*Enjoy & Believe is a easy way to success your dream.

HAPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR!~

Quite enjoyed in last week..

but I begin a lazy worm. =x

I had skipped 2class in this week.

Monday I went to Sunway Lagoon with my buddies.

Wednesday I slept late. ><

&

Almost everyday with my advo family. xD

One day din meet them, seem like missing something. Oppsss~

7th March, my school has a test.

left 3weeks more to prepare''

Many have to read & do, my memorize is getting confuse.

Friends~ Can give me some comment?

These are recycle bags.

please comment @ LYNA Boutique at FaceBook.

A new concept for my boutique is Recycle.

We may take care of our Earth!

The first step is recycle..

I become a quiet girl..

Since from last monday, 3/1

I began my study and review arrangements.

I am preparing for SPM 2011

I do not give own stress,

but I cannot make self become a lazy pig.

Can I ask for more hours to do my homework & revision?

I am not in the mood to hang out..

Everyday I worry the loss of time, then I cannot finish my work.

In school, I less talk with my classmates.

At outside, I also less talk with my friends.

that cause I have no scheduled my time yet

My mind is filled with homework and study.

I do not know how to relax my mind..

I have to work better than others

Therefore I want hardworking than others.

A new year with new dreams..

I wanna score As in 2011 SPM
Needed family and friends support.. =}


01.01.11
Went to One Utama with mummy, uncle, aunt & sista..

my sista


A new year, 2011
I put much of hope on my dreams
I have confidence to success.
Thanks Advo'' BK & Jacky..
You both help me much, I would not let you both feel disappoint.

Today is first day of schooling..
A bad reopen school day that causes I diarrhoea in school 2times. =s


Belief and realize the ways you walked.

UPDATE....

Please update yourself..

=}
calm down
I just want to say I have to update my blog post right now. hehee
Have a long time I did not open my blogger, cause I have no time & lazy. =x


I celebrated Christmas in Thailand with my family.
25~27 December, 3days 2nights. We countdown in cars. x}

PORK BURGER! Non-halal please.. x}

Floating Market

Gelate~ ice cream.. yummy yummyyyyy

Hatyai Street

dut dut car..

I not so like Thailand..their service was very poor
Next time go to Bangkok, anti-Hatyai..

I missed the Christmas party with Advo family
but I countdown 2011 with them @ Jacky's house.
Had ate, drank, gamed, fun, joy, firework..
We played firework in front the house.
That was very beautiful, the first time I saw clearly. Hahahaa~ I made wish.. =x
Waiting Ah Chun uploads the photos.

Jacky's cousin played game with us.
Who lose then have to drink beer or wine..
We continue in next party. xD
Maybe during CNY, can play & drink again



01.01.2011
HAPIE NEW YEAR

Today went to OneU with my family..
Our lunch at Sakae Sushi, old wing.
I have no buy anything for myself, just walk walk & visit my colleagues.
I miss the time working at there.
I have no continue working, have to pay full attention in study.. ;}
*Get full A or B in 2011 SPM