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Sunday, July 25, 2010

Weekends no hang out..

My first weekends no hang out.
No stay at home..
I go to work part-time job in weekends.

Is it get shock?
My friends got shocked when knew I have work.
I just spend my time and can get money..not bad
My mummy keep scold me and don't let me join with my gang too much.
I control myself don't want to hang out, avoid she scold me in everyday.
I am waiting next month hang out with my lovely gang.
even is suffer & tired.
I work in a seafood restaurant. May refill tea & ice, keep the dish with table clothes, take rice, cut vegetable...and 2meals for me.
The workers treat me quite nice.
Yesterday I was first day, had to memorize the number of tables.
They will help me & teach me.
Thankss. I hope today can same as yesterday.
Today is Sunday, will have many people..my battery will low till 5%.

Last night had a table of customers prised me.
hahaa! They thought I was boss's daughter so work at there.
I answered No.. They didn't believe I wasn't & didn't believe I first time work at restaurant.
aiiyo~ ><
I always have dinner at restaurant sure know the working skill. hahahaha!
They cheered for me too. thanks^^

Today work until 12am reach home.
Tomorrow is Monday, I don't hope I will late wake up or can't hear my alarm.
Last Friday I didn't hear my alarm, 7.15am my mummy called me awoke..
aduiii~ luckily my house near by school. x}

Thursday, July 22, 2010

I become fat.. I want to dance again



Last night went to Bangsar Shopping Centre with my parents & sista..
10 something juz arrived there & had dinner at Chili's.

Before going out though want to bring jacket cause I wear singled. ><
Just went in the restaurant then felt very cold. Ohhh No!~
My sista didn't let me to hug her. baddy her''
She ordered 1set of Grilled Chicken with beef Bacon & cheese for me.
The taste was nice.. I first time tasted chicken with bacon, but I prefer to taste lamb.
Wait next time then order lamb once. I like it' x}
I finished it myself. Very fulled.. Luckily felt not so cold.
My daddy ate the large beef burger. The burger meat was so think. 0.O"
I tasted it, not bad.. juicy'

Around 12 midnight backed home from there.
I had so tired..Could not waited my bed then asleep in car.
Yesterday no lamb, no beer. ={


I become more fatter. 41.5kg
may diet again..back to 40kg
I want to dance again.
I am waiting that day.. I feel close with dancing.
I miss my gymnast friends & coach.
My great memory is had fun in gymrama..
Miss the competition those I with my gymnast friends had.

I LOVE DANCING

Sunday, July 18, 2010

没有遗憾的一天




难忘的一天
喜怒哀乐通通都出完来

第一次去Bon Odori, 感觉蛮不错..
重要是和朋友一起要会搞气氛
好久没出席露天的活动,我喜欢和多多人活动
我也没试过和朋友们在外面玩得那么迟
我很伤心,也很开心
难以忘记的一天

从那里回之前,我们喝了啤酒
很爽!大大口地喝了一罐半
我还醉了,头晕晕 x} 哈哈!
suki喝一点就头痛 了
他们全部还很担心我们俩会出事
对不起嘛~
我知道喝醉的滋味了,可惜不能跳舞
下次再来过,朋友!

刚开始喝酒是很爽
上巴士前就突然哭了
还吓倒你们,真不好意思
感觉突然就哭泣了,哭完的心情好多了
谢谢你们!
suki!我和你一起静静走走都有保镖跟着>< 还一直以为我们会出事.. 聊了俩人的心事,情绪平复了
那晚最难忘了事让我没有遗憾 朋友也鼓励我,还赞我勇敢 若没有zoe&suki我这辈子真的会有遗憾 谢谢你们! 让我再次地拥抱他最后一次 也谢谢他..=}


朋友们!我们该在爱情里加油
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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

I love raining..

What is the point that I alife in the world?
Which is the way I may walk?
What I need?

empty..in my mind


This week I put off all my sadness..
Relax and concentrate on my study.
I have become a quiet person.
Less joking, less laughing with friends...

Sorry for I ignore something or someone.
Currently I just want to be quiet without love.
I afraid in love because I don't want to get any sad and trouble.
I don't want to get suffer myself again and again...
Sorry for who are loving me.
I don't want to hurt anyone of you all.
I will love you all with friendships those we have.
Thanks for caring me when I sad.

I be lonely to love someone.
I be myself to stay happy in anytime.
I be brave in all the problems I am facing.
Give me a space in anytime anywhere.
No need to worry about me.
Because I love to walk on the street alone...
I love the feeling at night.
I can feel someone is beside me.
I love the street..
I love the moon..
I love the air..
I love the rain..

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

我怎么了?

我怎么了?
自己到底在搞什么?

我并不需要什么新生活..



放不掉
哭不完
要不到

我又哭泣了......
一切回不来?

回不来的,但我还有一细细的期望
我对你有很多问号


好想在此和你聊天,问个好
好想当你单纯的朋友
好想和你信息

都需要时间去实现吧
你忘了我们的一段感情了吗?
我没胆子面对你
距离是靠近,但感觉很遥远..陌生


默默为你加油 ;}


Sunday, July 4, 2010

感触

突然掉下滴滴的眼泪
突然思念些回忆

一个月多了。。
我还是没变过
是我太傻了
以为放下了句号就能结束
没那么简单




好想好想............

变成暗恋的感觉不同了
稀少有暗恋的感觉
是辛苦的
放不下,只想轻轻地去爱
因为已经为你留了位置
对你的承诺,我没忘记


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Thursday, July 1, 2010

給自己的情書

自己的努力与付出都是为了自己好过些
让自己不孤单
爱着自己,比不上被别人爱
爱着自己,伤害不到自己的心
没什么能比得上自己的所有
爱惜自己

我的情书不再有你
自己不再期待有你的日子了
因为自己了解一切已经清除掉了
你的心是否有我?
我不知道
期待的一切不会实现,不要发梦了
我的眼泪为你而掉落
那谁会为我掉下眼泪?

时间过得缓慢了
开心的日子也慢慢的变少
最开心的事是你是我今年的生日礼物'无价之宝


害怕看见你的背影
害怕不能在看见你
只想默默地,默默地感受你的出现
轻轻的爱你
轻轻的想你
轻轻的盼望你
轻轻的梦见你
轻轻的为你微笑
轻轻的看你的快乐
轻轻的默默的要你快乐
你的快乐不再有我的出现

如果我们的爱维持到今天,我一定不再让你觉得你的生活是为了别人而努力付出
不要你过得难受
不要看见你悲伤
因为我不能回到你的身边
不能疼你
不能安慰你
不能逗你开心
我不能亲身让你幸福快乐,所以一切变成希望
若你知道这全部可能不觉得开心,可是我想说的是那么多
不能亲口告诉你,但我真心祝福你'下一站一定要幸福过之前的你



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